Mayakkam Enna ?? ( why this dizziness ?)

I am caught up in dizziness for so long in my life. a Well 28 years..3 months..25 days.. and counting..

I should have,
done much better in school.
Joined a IIT for Engineering.
Gone to US for Masters..
Done much better in the Job...

When Iam going to live my life.....

Don't I love what I do....
When is this going to end???...

Emotions are running too high at 1.32 AM ???. Cool Guru... cooooool.

I just came out from "Mayakkam Enna" Movie, another milestone from Selvaraghavan.
It shows how a strong willed women can influence a man's life..

A wonderful experience.. something like " Beautiful Mind" in English, Tamil will have this movie.

Richa is very beautiful. Here Eyes are too powerful.

I also expect my wife to be strong willed and can change my life forever.

Its a must watch for all the young wife's and wife to Be's.

I will live my own life. .. I will.

Man proposes.... God disposes

May be I was just pretending to be busy...
feel like wasted so much time in day dreaming...
expecting something to happen the way I wanted...
suddenly the realism hits me..
just woke up from the dream.... and see the real world... its the same where i left before entering in to dream...
but a well ...behavioral changes... ruined thoughts.... feeling suppressed...

should i blame the dream..... or myself?.

No answers..... really No answers.....

I never understand the reality......
I always travel in opposite direction as others...
I never listen to others...
I never obey others........
I always fight..................
I always gossip...............
I never understand what is right..

yes that's what I am .. that's what Gurusamy is..

But I always fight for what I believe in...
I never gave up.... I will never give up..... I will never quit......

Let god keep disposing.... I will propose something new......

So God understand that.....I don't care how many things you disposes.. I will be keep on proposing...


That's what Iam...